Back in Malaysia

Some of my friends asking me
How does i feel when back in Malaysia
Honestly i must admit til now my mind is still very complicated
Sad to say that
It was so long til now i back home
But i lost someone who means a lot to me
I don't dare enough to visit to the beach we always been
I know
It will only makes me down
There are sweet memories we have spent together

I know
Deep down in my heart
I never forget you
I never forget
The best time we have spent together
We laugh together, we sat on the beach and listen to each other
It was so long
So long time ago...

The lovely beach
With our footsteps
With the shout out of our love
Seems so strange to me now
It was so long
So long time ago...

There will always be
Tears in my empty heart
I have lost my guiding star...

Goodbye, Canada!

I am leaving Canada on tomorrow at 11.35a.m to Taipei to continue one week trip over there, and then will be back to tropical country~ Malaysia haha...-20'degree compare to 33'degree, oh lord kill me!!!

Well just finished Vancouver's trip so feel damn tired now, finished pack my luggage, anyway i feel heavy heart to leave here since i have spent 8 months in here, well there are some sweet memories and do so i have some sad memories in here too, but i do cherish my life in here and basically i enjoyed my time in here pretty much, especially i have my lovely friends who always be there to support me when i am feeling down. I have gained something while i lost something important too at the same thing...thats all about life!

Goodbye Lethbridge, Goodbye my dear friends (Phoebe, Bernen, Gareth, Gail, Louise, Peter and so on), Goodbye Canada, i know i gonna miss you all then...til then Cheers!

My Life in Canada (Episode 1)

Waterton Trip

Almost time up to leave Canada, there is only 11 days to go, basically i think i have a good memories in here. Here is one of the best memories! We visit to Waterton last semester and here are some of the lovely pics!

Waterton~Peaceful

All international students around the world! Cheers!

Subway, our lunch for the day!!!The bread is huge man!

Twins from Chile, i can't even recognise who is the oldest haha~

Sweet memories!

Sis Teng helped me to shot this, thanks photographer!

Me and Jasmine from Germany! She looks like Nicole Kidman man!

Church PotluckParty

Today we had a birthday and farewell potluck party for the Starsssss of the month. Potluck party which means everyone need to prepare one foods or dessert to celebrate for those who celebrate their birthday or leaving for the month. Hrm since i am leaving on 3 May, therefore i am one of the starsss too...And oh ya took pics with everyone in church since i am leaving soon. Here i decided to start the story of the day with auncle Tony...

A Smart driver, Auncle Tony who gave us a ride to church...

Tasty foods prepared by everyone, Yummy!!!

After meal we had a fun game organizedd by bro Gareth, i am sure everyone enjoyed it pretty much!

Artwork presentation by Yan, a talented guy from China~

Aunty Lily very exciting in giving her birthday speech while Pat listening to her...

Yo cute Phoebe giving her birthday speech, oh ya she do warning all of us that we can ask any questtion except her height haha~

Yo Zanne giving her Goodbye speech while Pat listening to~

Is there something funny yo~

Jane and Zanne, Congratulations she is graduate soon~

Birthday Starsss of April, auncle George and Phoebe while Gareth acting silly behind them haha~

Joe, Mary, me, Jane and Wei Ming

Me and Cassidy, she is cute right haha~

Me and little cute girl

Joe, me, auncle Tony, auncle George and oh ya sorry guy forgot your name~

Me and Glenda. Oh ya sure will send ya invitation card if yes Glenda haha~

Me and Sun from Korea

Me, Kimberly, aunty Lily, Mary and Mr. Mao

Me and Akaid, fun yo!!!

Yan and me, this guy artworks just impressive! Good job man!

Me and Wei Ming

Me and future teacher, Amy

Louise, me, someone and Terry haha~

All lovely! Cheers!

Me and church organiser, Pat. She is a friendly ladie!

Yo ladies, Say Cheese!!!

Another one with funny motions! Yo Phoebe how come i don't know your mouth so big haha~

Here is a card given by everyone in the church, thanks so much!

Below are all wishes given by friends in church. Thanks guys and i appreciate it very much! Well it's time to say Goodbye, thanks for everything and i am sure i will have a bright future with your wishes. Hope to meet you guys someday! Its a kind of destiny to bring us together and enjoyed the best time and have fun together.
Til then cheers!!! Goodbye, Lethbridge Community Church!
Thanks for all the Good Memories!

It's been great getting to know you during your time here in Lethbridge. You have a sweet personality and i appreciate your friendliness. All the best for the coming adventures!
~Jody

Sue, i will miss your pleasant personality and that beautiful smile. I wish you all thee success for your future plans.
~Rudy

Hope you'll have a bright and shining future ahead of you.
~ Lily

Wish you will grow side ways each year! (kidding...=P) Well you are a great pal, you are fun and most of you ROCK!LIVE LIFE COOL SUZANNE! May God bless you!
~ Phoebe

Wish you have a wonderful trip in Vancouver. I'll miss you, friend.Good Luck!
~ Louise

Nice to meet you here. Happy future!
~ Jingyue

It was so wonderful to spend Christmas with you. We are sad to see you go. God bless you friend!
~ Love, Keanan, Glenda, Cassidy & Noah

It's been very nice to know you. I appreciate your constant smile. Hope you have good memories in Lethbridge!
~ Jane

We will miss you! God bless you and take care.
~ Amy

Nice to meet you. Have fun back home.
~ Akaid

Nice to meet you in Lethbridge. Hope you have a bright future and your dream come true.
~ Joe Li

I'm going to miss you. Its been a blast knowing you. Make sure we keep in touch. God bless you always.
~ Kimberly

Your bright, smiling personality will be enjoyed wherever you go. We hope you will come back to visit.
~ Love,Tony and Pat

I am happy to meet you and wish you all the best in future!
~ Wei Ming

Really glad to meet you here. Hope to see you again.
~ Yan Luo

Great to have met you here. Keep in touch ya! Let me know if you have problem with your blog haha! Take care and be safe. God bless!
~ Gareth

It's really nice to meet you here in Lethbridge. All the best to you!
~ Bernice

A Moment To Remember

Just Walk Away

I know I never loved this way before
And no one else has loved me more
With you I've laughed and cried
I have lived and died
What I wouldn't do just to be with you

I know I must forget you and go on
I can't hold back my tears too long
Though life won't be the same
I've got to take the blame
And find the strenght I need to let you go

Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away

There'll never be a moment I'll regret
I've loved you since the day we met
For all the love you gave
And all the love we made
I know I've got to find the strenght to say

Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away

Take Me To Your Heart vs. My Bloody Heart

I like the song do so the lyric, i am still listening to the song, i don't know but wait til one day when i lost touch of the song, then i know i am totally recover from my past, every single words of the song represent how i feel so far, my bloody heart!

Here we have English and Korean version, look at the Korean version video clip, i love it pretty much!

English version


Korean version


A part of the song lyric
"Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart"

I know I have lost my Guiding Star!!!

Lonely Heart...

Sometime we might feel lonely even stand or look at the crowded street, the feeling of loneliness come and hit us, why it happens sometime i asking myself...

Feel frustrated of the life, or exhausted for no reason? Hrm...Sometime i kinda have these kinds of feeling for no reasons, maybe tired of life i guess...

Sometime i do enjoy the loneliness, if you never experience the loneliness you might not even get to know what the real life is...my two cents about life!

"May the rain wash away my past"

Phoebe dear, i like your msn id, as that is how i feel too...

"May the rain wash away the past story, sunshine is waiting for us... "

We are still young and we are Brilliant, there are still long journey waiting for us, ain't it?

And more blogging after exams ya, bump all of our feeling over here and don't forget the competition haha~Who are going to win?haha

Zanne and Phoebe, Gambade Kudasai!

Enjoy the Silence...

I just feel like lazy to talk, again i know the reason that make me get lost, it shouldn't happen anymore but sigh the pain still come and hit my freaking poor heart...

I think i need a long run, as now i am lazy to talk, lazy to think, lazy to move, lazy and tired for no reason, i need some rest to refresh my mind, there are lot of things that always make me down, especially the one who conquered my freaking poor heart...

As time bypass, the pain will also bypass...

Again i get lost in my own world, no talk, no sad, no pain, there will only peace waiting for me!!!

I will enjoy the peace and the quiet alone~

Last class for 3080

Today i have finished my last class for mgt - 3080 Managerial Skills Development, my mind is just complicated, i know its almost time up to leave when i finish all of my classes and exams, til now there are only four weeks left and i will cherish it!

I am glad i am here today and i learned a lot from the class, the lecturer, Craig is a knowledgeable person and he is willing to help students, also my lovely all ladie group members - Elizabeth, Laurie, Lori, Yi and Cecilia, i am happy that we worked together as a team in this semester and thanks for all the good jobs, i enjoyed it very much!

It's almost time up to leave!Heavy heart to leave here, Lethbridge i am gonna miss you!

Without money, i am nothing

Sometime i was thinking money is not so important, at least i strongly believe there are so many things we do need to cherish, not only to talk about money on our life...

Money doesn't mean all things BUT now i really believe at least without money i am nothing for the world, this feeling comes and hits me especially when i am in oversea now,

Til now i must admit money runs the world, without money you are nothing, at least this is how i feel so far, i am tired of money...

Money is easy to go BUT difficult to earn, now only i must admit money is really important and, why someone to be prostiture, why someone bump all of their property even they know exactly they will only have half of the chance to win? Why there are so much fraud happens around the world especially in business world? Money cause materialism to happen and thats all about life. Money is always not enough, even for Trump or Bill Gates, what happens if you become millionaire in oneday? You will still think money is not enough, and you always want to have more and more, you won't satisfy with what you have and you tend to become the stupid slave of money.

If someone think that money is less important, i think it really sounds ridiculous!

Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder

In Order to Remember, We Learn How to Forget...

Happy Birthday, Phoebe! (April 5th)

Hey Phoebe Au, Happy Birthday ya!

Wish you all the best and have a wonderful birthday!

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. So think of it as a good start point in your life and do so stay CooL and Enjoy the trip my dear. ~

“You're thought about more often than you probably can guess, and thoughts of you just naturally bring smiles of happiness. Now, that it's your birthday, may each and every warm thought, bring a wish for all the best in life, and all your favourite things.”

Meaningful Thoughts

Sometime we might think of we are the worst person on the earth because of having a poor life, but actually we are not the worst one, there are lot of bad things happens around the world and we might not even get to know...Think of below when you feel sad, it might helps to cheer you up...


Before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around


Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it.