Terlalu Istimewa

Here is a highly-recommended song from me, it is from a Malay singer, Adibah Noor-Terlalu Istimewa. The song contains a real story that happened 3 years ago, here I really wanna share some stories related to the song:

About the real story behind of the song:
There is a 10years old little girl who has been raped and killed 3 years ago in JB, it's really shock and it's really sad to hear that, and the singer Adibah Noor was shocked by the news. She expressed her feeling to the composer, Azlan Abu Hasan and told him that she was about to compose a song to remember the unlucky little girl. There's comes the song "Terlalu Istimewa". The song lyric wrote by the singer herself and composed by Azlan Abu Hassan.

About the dedicted singer:
The singer herself took out RM130,000 to produce her own album 3 years ago as no one are willing to produce a album for her due to her plus plus size, she was thinking it's better to do it herself than keep asking helps from music companies that emphasize on singer's beauty image coz all the music company asked her to diet first before they can produce a album for her. So, she decided to take out RM130,000 to accomplish her dream. There's comes the album. But all the painful experience and hardwork by the singer has well paid-off when she got the best song and the best vocal of the year in the Anugerah Juara Lagu 2007 that was about to happen few days ago. It do give me a thinking, It's true that your hard work will get recognise in someday ain't it?

One of my malay colleagues told me some add on related to the victim's family, the bro of the victim became abnormal after his sis's fierce death because he can't accept what a cruel thing that hepped on her lovely sis. I was really shocked when I heard of it. It's really a meaningful song that tells a real story that happened in this cruel cruel world...

I have recommended this song to bro Teng and Bernice and they like it very much.
Let's share~

Terlalu Istimewa-Adibah Noor

Terlalu Istimewa
Lagu : Azlan Abu Hassan
Lirik : Adibah Noor

Ku tak tergambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju

Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Inginku lihatmu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan menyayangimu

Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingnya
Mendengar cerita
Segala rahsia
Tak tertanggung rindu
Mendengar suaramu
Tawa mengusik jiwa
Oh...

my ibook is gone, Sad I am really sad=(

Again, shit thing happened yesterday!

I was about to send my laptop to Gurney fo repain purpose, with fully hope that It will probably costs me about RM200 and I am really well-prepared to pay for it(teng as you said MacBook won't break so easily one), but damn it after a few minutes they checked my iBook they told me I have to pay for RM2600 because my RAM i broken and i hv to change it, the worst thing is, RAM itself is not that expensive actually, it probably will costs ya about less than RM500 but damn it, since my RAM is attached on my motherboard they said i have to change the whole motherboard. I felt shitty and my tears was about to turn round in my eyes, honestly RM2600 is a big amount esp for a poor student like me, what the hack man! this is worst thing about Apple computer, it is not easy to down but once it broken it will even costs you thousands to repair it, thats why people often say Apple need a higher maintenance cost! It's true!

As for now, I really can't live without a comp. So start from now on I need to sit in this lousy comp.lab and do all my stuffs for months. And the worst thing is, I don't really backup for all the pics in my comp, only backup for about 70% of it due to limited hard disk space, I am sad and I feel like I have lost my souls, once the pics gone its gone, I means ya it's not an excellent photos but I can't back it back with money, It's really gone!!!

I was thinking my financial won't be so tight after this month ya, well you know what my pocket left only RM50 and I will go to KL to find my buddies next weekend, heck where to find money? Ah Nen I think I can't accompany ya to KimGary anymore, too bad to say I can only afford for roti now(roti is still your favourite???)...:(

Sad I am really sad, coz my laptop and my cam is the most important things to me, how can you imagine a life without those stuffs?It gonna be suffer man, and ya Zanne still need comp. to online and viewing Master pieces of photography online, that's my main entertainment which won't costs me any money and makes me feel the most happy!

Damn it, I hv to find a new one anyway, I can't sitting in this stupid comp. lab anymore, those comp are damn slow, lousy and the kepboard can't even function properly that I need to copy and paste the "n"word from net, really makes me crazy!!!The mouse can't drag one and Indian's students keep talking in their language which makes me feel so annoying!!! and what the stupid rule that only allowComputerScience students to use the lab, I really feel not comfortable to stay here as I can kena halau by the security guard at anytime coz I enter the lab without using pass. Hrm...just try to find a place that can allow me to use comp. and won't costs me a cent. It's really expensivelah to online at CyberCafe...sianlah!!!=(

I REALLY MISS MY iBOOK, now I can only look at it from far away and do nothing, it's no response anymore and Zann became so hot-tampered without myiBook...Sad me!!!...=(

KLCC Shot!Shot!Shot!

YEAH!!!Shot this with PhotoKaki buddy, PB sometimes ago on Sep, 2006. Just manage to post it up now due to busy schedule, and this is one of my favourite pics for the day...The weather somehow turn into orang color when we shot this and do give different feeling to the pics,Awesome!!!

More KLCC Image at my photo page at http://suzannephotokaki.multiply.com/
Enjoy!!!...=P

Sushi time@Don's sushi

Went for sushi with Emily@Don's sushi in JB, and there were some photos followed me back...=P

More sushi pics at http://suzannephotokaki.multiply.com/
Have fun viewing!!!

A special song from a special friend...=P

Zanne here wanna say thanks ya Phoebe, the song just too lovely, I love it so much and listen to ya for the whole day haha, the lyric is meaningful and somehow it contains of how do we really feel in our life, ain't it?

"我们都是这样,一面带着伤痕一面飞翔...在你面前从来不用逞强, 只有你明白我的疯狂, 难过的时候有我在身旁,我陪你等天亮, 拥抱着一起分享能放心的哭一场,是再微笑的力量..."
(A special part from the song that I wanna dedicate to all my friends who always there to share my ups and downs, esp for PB, Bernice, Gail...Thanks for everything!)

Thanks for the great song share with ya!...=P



作词:徐世珍
作曲:陈界维
编曲:mac chew

眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
摸摸我的头
你说我很棒
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强
你知道我多傻
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话
让我靠一下
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕
比赛看谁早一点学会
就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢的飞
然后分享那种喜悦
有你在身旁
嗯……

愛得太遲 ...

As usual I always browse some friend's blog and photo page before go for bed, then I found this song on one of my photographer friend web, it's old song from Leo Koo, but who's care even if it is old song as long as it is a nice song, I just love it!

残废

Found this song in my friend's blog, I like the lyric much. Its talk about a person who lost in love and still try to look for true love in life, at the end of the day he/she get pain again. A great song from Kenji~

残废
作词:吴克群
作曲:吴克群

爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍

我像个残废
在爱里残废

Some thoughts for today...

Today I think of a lot of things in life due to some circumstances...

Life is full of waiting
Well actually now I am waiting for some pics to be uploaded to my website, due to poor network problem I need to spend more times til my pics load to my website, but I am patient enough to wait for it tonight rather than hot-tampered and get angry compared to normal day which I used to be, because I suddenly think of this, Life is actually full of waiting...

Life is just like the way you upload a pics to the internet, it's full of waiting! We are also waiting for something or some person in every single day ain't it?

Do you ever have a dreams in your life
I saw this in one of my friend's MSN ID, "Dreams as if you'll live forever, and live as if you'll die tomorrow", well first thing comes out in my mind is, have we ever practice this in our life, and can we still wear the jacket of dreams even if we are getting older? Some people might says yes But most of people will disagree and they'll think that those thinking are just too unrealistic. For me I am glad that at least at this moment I still have my dreams and I still remember about it, But I don't know if I will still maintain my dreams in the future, and sometimes we might easy to get lost due to too many materialistic things in this crowded world.
Do dreams comes true??? Whether if the answer is yes or not, I guess it is better than we dream of nothing in our life...
Let's pray for our dreams and Let's pray for future!

How should I do to show you that I am not gonna bother you anymore
(to someone that you love)
My manager went to Genting for a short trip and she took the opportunity as the last chance to see her ex-bf, simply because they broke up for quite a long times and the guy already have another girl. On the way back to Penang she sms me and asked me a question, should I sms my ex-bf to tell him that I am not gonna bother you anymore after this? Without a doubt I replied her sms, and tell her all this things:
" As long as you didn't sms him anymore thats means that you are not gonna bother him anymore, more sms will just makes you feel heavy heart to leave him ain't it? For me, No sms means No bother, because you choose to let him go and let him enjoy his new life which is good for him"
There is not necessary for girls to bother a guy who is holding another girl's hand, I know it is hard to do it but you have to do it also no matter how hard it is. Don't ever let your self-respect fall on the floor if he is not loves you anymore. It is hard for a girls like us to do so but be tough when this worst thing happens in life. My manager is just a very simple person for me, or should I says a simple girl who easy to fall in love without think of future, every girl used to be in this way. She has been hurt by many mans for many times but she still choose to believe in love. Not to deny everyone has their own way to loves a man, but if we really loves a person we will choose to wish him all the best even if he is not longer belong to us, honestly says as long as he is happy then we'll feel happy for him too. This is the way we loves a person, you might not see this Ayu but I still wanna wish you Good Luck in love, try to find someone that will never hurt you. Cheers friend!

Emily Penang Trip (Day 3)

Finally up...there are some pics we took on Day 3, we went to Butterworth, Ferigghi Beach, Gurney Drive and ended up our day@Penang Airport. Oh ya not forget to mention ya, we had a dangerous motor ride to Butterworth, we ride a motor and passby Penang Bridge, there are too many accident cases happens in Penang Bridge everyday, I feel a bit scary as this is the first time I drive a bike across the bridge but anyway, new experience in my life~

We stopped by at the sea side front of e-gate to snap some pics

Penang Bridge

Emily looking at Penang Bridge

At that time we saw a lovely couple taking their wedding photo album there so I am happy that I even have chance to do some snapshots keke, Happy Wedding!!!

Try to do some shots in B&W

Original pic with some effects on, got feel???...=P

Emily busy searching sea shell for her sis...

Emily there you go, add on a bit underpainting effect on this pic too~

One of my favourite shot for the day ~

This is my favourite shot that I like the most~
Emily already get used with all her crazy photoprahpy amatuer friends and now can easily do whatever posting requested by Zanne hehe~

Then I found out there is another new way to shot
Use your hand to cover the lens as the shape you would like it to appear in the pic and the result will turn out like this, phoebe you should try this out very CooL way to shot!!!

Then we arrived@Chung Ling Butterworth, Zanne's secondary school

7Years I has been in this school,
It makes me think of a lot things happened last time when I was here,
All the good ole times that we will only worry about play and how to hv fun
No career worry, no financial burden@ that time...
But growing through the path will makes us stronger ain't it?

A view of CL main hall

My lovely secondary school with lots of sweet memories there~
It's so true that we can't buy back some good memories and good ole times with money,
I'll keep all the good one in my heart~

Long long time ago I was same as them,
do the thing they are doing now and having lots of fun...=P

Emily posting on the ferry when we are on the way back to Penang

After this we head to Ferigghi Beach, another popular tourism place in Penang
This pic I took front of feringghi beach hotel

A funny couple on the beach who asked me to take a pic for them...=D

Pig people and Pig leg???hehe she said one not me...

Our shadow on the sea@Gurney Drive

After grabbed some foods@Gurney, it is still early so we went to Penang Airport
Had a cup of CoffeeBean, erm I still think that Starbucks coffee is much more better than CoffeeBean, the ice blended I had i found out the quality is not as smooth ass Starbucks, disappointed!

Last year at almost this time Zanne is depart to Canada hoho,
kinda miss the good ole times~

Of course we need a pic of 2girls@PenangAirport coz this is the fisrt time Emily visit to Penang Airport haha~

Till then more pics coming soon!
Thanks for viewing!!!