Bunch of activities for the day~

Well today i had a busy and great day, i hv done whole bunch of xtvts,Oopsss what's i had done today is:

- Brought my newly met friend, Andrew (he is PBee friend actually) to travel around Penang downtown from 9 morning til 12 noon. I took quite a lot of pics haha, can't wait til free to post it up here, esp we decided to take a pic of Penang famous Phuah Chu kang cendol to make Phoebe jealous of it hehe, how naughty we are hehe~
It was a great meeting to this newly met friend, Andrew.He is quite friendly and both of us went to Penang Road where is nearby downtown to buy some "tao sa peng" as souvenir, and haha we did a "Trishaw ride", oh ya i never hv trishaw ride before, and when i was too lazy to walk back to Bayview hotel to get into Andrew's car, Andrew jz came out with a sentence "let's go with it", haha then we had our trishaw ride, pretty CoOL hehe and i found out this guy is easy going which is good to hang out with. Coz only "kuai lou" will hv trishaw ride in Penang but not local haha~
- then i went to work directly til 8pm
- Now sitting at home to do some blogging and do some blog reading as usual
- Oh ya today i received oversea call from Phoebe dear, haha she felt surprised why i'll meet up with her friend, Andrew. Haha as you said lor my dear friend, the world is very small haha. Thanks for calling, it's so happyyyyyy to hear from ya~
- Last but no least, i hv to go for bed early as tmr will be very busy to catch up tons of study, plus feel sleepy coz got heavy fever, anyway today's hv lots of things happened which makes me feel so happy ya esp when the time received Phoebe's call ya~It so great to hear from a "Sampat girl" who far miles away from you but still remember who you're. Friends always there to cheer you up~
- Ok Zanne shall stop here, almost ran out of energy, til then wanna share a meaningful story i found on my friend, tiensheng's blog~

一個感人的愛情故事

有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,
漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,
年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.

有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,
年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,
不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,
因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,
他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?

善良的女孩不忍心....
於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,
除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,
她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,
而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧

這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,
年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,
他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.
因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,
於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,
有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.
無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,
只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,
為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.
好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,
女孩都想要衝出去對他說,
我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.
就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,
則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,
與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,
不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,
可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,
可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,
在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.
隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.
可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,
因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,
好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,
原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.
只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,
似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.
所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,
那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?

可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.
有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,
她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,
他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,
當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是
一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,
年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,
希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,
然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,
年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:
其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,
妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,
而是希望在我有限的時間裡,
證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,
這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,
那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,
沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,
眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,
她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,
這時已經變成植物人的他,
眼睛流下了淚水...

For you~

Finally i sent you a sms to say thanks for ur previous greeting, i don't know where ya comes the bravery? Anyway i did it and i feel release after doing so, thanks for telling me you're the luckiest guy and we became friend now, at least i don't wanna lost a friend like you, you know what i am talking about if you see this. Sincerely hope your life going well, Eugene. Someone here always wish you the best!

A song which i wanna share with you, it's a latest song from JayChou, the lyric is meaningful though you may don't understand what it's talk about, anyway the song is dedicated to you, my forever friend~

No hate, No pain after this, there will be only sincere wish to a luckiest guy on the earth~
"我知道我们都没有错 只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续..."

退后

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去（待续）
（相信你我还会有开始
只因我们都没有错）

Some side stories~

A song

First of all i wanna share this Indonesia's song with everyone, the song was introduced to me by Kak Su, my assistant manager at Baskin, damn nice, don;t know since when i feast into Indonesia's song haha. Anyway the MTV condemn to death haha~

Indonesian Duet - My Heart

Baskin's Babies

Oh ya i should find a time to take pic with all Baskin's babies and post it up here, my colleagues are just too lovely yet funny, hehe they all sampat one and it's really good to know them in this sem, thanks for the happiness we had shared together so far!
Esp Irene, my senior who always with her big big cheerful smile and keep on positive thinking! Great to know her! We promised to backpack together if got chance! Also there is a nice-looking guy who called Shek, enjoy working with him, i means ya at least it's always good to work with a handsome guy*LOL*
Here are some pics i grabbed from Jack, Dreamglass and Irene's site~More Baskin's babies coming soon after this~

A view of Baskin31Robbins, a heaven to obey your taste *LOL

How can you ignore those ice cream eh?

Sundae from SuZanne's Production *LOL

Yeah that was me and my manager, Kak Intan

Thanks for teached me a lot~

Irene a.k.a Lim Hiew Fung and Big face Zanne
Yeah we are best team to work together~
Baskin's babies Rockz

Irene with Ice cream, sure looks happy with ice cream hehe~

My assistant manager, kak Sue and Din, they are cute siah~
They always says i am funny one~

Kak Sue with pisang (banana) hehe

Exam

I have no idea about one of the final exam's subject, it's really hard coz i need to memorize all the stupid communication theory which drives me crazy! It's hard to memorize but i hv to do it this time. I always like to understand what i read about and write it down using my own point of view, i think this is the joy and the purpose of study, i do it all the times but i'll death if i do it in this course*sob**sob*Anyway gotto memorize it, i am bad in doing this~

My soul on Photography!!!

I always like to shot and watch great shots during my leisure time, and i got to know the disadvantages of DSLR through some of my photo gang and website. So what i gonna do is, Hehe i am planning to trade in my prosumer camera Panasonic FZ-5 and upgrade to DSLR level, probably Canon EOS 350D or EOS 400D. Of course i need money in order to do so.By the way i had done some surveys about DSLR and one of the traditional camera shop auncle agreed that i can trade in my old cam with RM800, which is really a good deal coz i bought it for RM 1100 nia, and i lost only a few hundreds if do so, so currently i am starting to save money, trying hard to get a job and work for the big big days such as Deepavali, Raya and Chinese New Year to get double/triple paid salary to get a DSLR haha, i know i am crazy in changing camera, but this is my main hobby hehe excluded travelling...At least i need to have another RM2000 to get a DSLR, hopefully i can get it by next year...I no need a new clothes, i no need a cosmetics blah blah, all i need is a DSLR!!! And i found it's really true, you must hv a good shooting gear in order to become a good photographer~
What you can do with DSLR is:
Choose the focus point, which bring more joys of photography
DSLR helps you to shot what you really see through the viewfinder in which this can't be done with normal digi cam... and lots more of DSLR advantages!

This is what i really want!!!

Blogging

My blog looks lousy for me, i don;t hv time to improve it and upload more pics for the time being due to exams reason, sure i gonna improve it and make it better after my stupid finals hehe, i can't wait to give my blog a new face coz my blog is my lovely home*LOL*~

And there are still lot of things to be done after my final, remain busy as usual...=D
Can't wait til Singapore for a rest...=D

Thank You my dear friends~

Just wanna say Thank You to everyone who always there to support and cheer me up, esp PBee, Ah Nen and Ah Gail ya, you guys are lovely!!!

PBee: Thanks for ur lovely support, sometimes i jz need a place to utter and release my tension, my blog is my place to "qi siao" haha yet release my feelings~
I feel better now after lay on my bed for more than 12hours, now i know what to do, i'll catch up as much as i can, now i hv a fresh mind D muackz thanks ya!
P/S: Now PBee know how to type Chinese lor, i am proud of you! Keep up the good job and i'll work hard as the way you work hard to learn Chinese...I live in U too baby...=D

Ah Nen: Congrat Ah Nen finally she finished her resume liao lor haha, aiyooo don't said like that my dear friend, everyone sure hv their own skills, the only things is you might need times to figure out what's your skills, patient is one of your skills hehe, honestly!
Ah Nen's soft skills: patient, helpful, positive attitude, hardworking...blah so many who dare say Ah Nen don't hv skills???>
And thanks for all the lovely friendship messages that i receive almost every single day haha, always happy to hear from you!

Ah Gail: Oh ah Gail thanks and I'll remember that what you told me "Mission is Possible", thanks for your encouragement and lot of miss my dear friend, wish you Good Luck over there~

Don't worry my friends, i feel better now and i'll try my best, it's time to wake up and catch up all the books, Go Go Go Ole Ole Ole!!!
I'll keep all the lovely encouragements in heart, as you guys always in my heart~
Muackz~

Days full of stress!!!

At this moment i am totally stressed out, final exams coming soon on 1 Nov and i jz can't help it, i hv to catch up tons of stupid textbooks and i jz not in the right mood to study. I hate myself being like this, where is the spirit of study, where is the energy of life? I feel myself like a fool now, crying for no reason...

I hv no place to release my tension, true friends are not here anymore, i hv no place to turn to and again, i feel like i need a cigarette, i am so weak and i am jz a poor girl after all,

As Bernice said, i hv no mood in study and she has no mood in her life, life sucks and ya i know how you feel, if you're here i really wanna give you a big hug buddy...

The day almost gone and i did nothing, i jz let go my time, stressed out and really can't study at this moment, i feel like death now, reading my buddy's blog and know that phoebe is not really good though, she got sick, everyone seems going wrong...

Again i ate a lot, this is my self-punishment, i used to do that when i am totally stress out, then i feel like vomit, suddenly i miss my family, esp my dad for no reasons, i feel sorry coz he put lots of confidence on me, and i jz so weak suddenly, No No No this is not what i want and dad i know i can't let you down, i must be tough as you used to be, at least i hope i'll try to be tough when i think of you, Ah Zanne cannot be like this, I wanna be your excellent daugther forever...

Sorry i turn to cigarette again,
better finish it and take a bath to refresh my mind
then back on my study for stupid final

Don't give up
Keep going and you'll get there stupid girl~

Check out my IMAGE

Took this series of shots last week when i was to attend a backpacker's talk with teacher Kim, Evelyn and Jen, all of them are exchange students and extended their sem same as me...=D

Now i starting to use Manual mode to shot a better pics, as si fu Teng always said Manual contribute to the best, Yeah!Now i know what's the different between Manual and Auto! Thanks~

Check out my photo page at Suzanne Photokaki (jz click on it and you will get there) under the title IMAGE!

Hope to shot more better pics after this!...=D

My mooncake buddy: Yue Ping Nen

I am sitting here thinking of my buddies esp Ah Nen who is the one who near by me in here (at least i sell 2 days ice cream and still be able to buy bus ticket to your place lor haha), suddenly saw her message on my tag board liao...Walau eh ghost meh hehe~

Since Ah Nen back to JB and back to online, i wanna write something about my dear mooncake friend hehe...

She is friendly esp i like her big big cheerful smile
She is witch coz she talks about (beh tahan)
She is good coz she is patient enough
She is yue ping nen coz she sell lot of mooncake haha
(don't siao siao she sell branded mooncake ler hehe)
She is good listener to hear my feelings and share my tears
She is great buddy to keep forever
She is nice and she love her family
She is tough in her heart even though she don't really speak it out
Since then
I hope you'll tough and don't give up
in hunting a good jobs ya
Like the way you conquerred the mountain...=P

Gambate, my buddy!!!...=P
Keep going, you'll get there!

Who ler???

She is crazy but she aint abnormal
She is sarcastic but she is nice
She is dirty minded but she is funny
She have bad temper but she is patient (sometimes)
She has a big face but she is cute
She is fat but she is happy
She is stubborn but she is good
She is silly but she is hardworking
She is boring person but she is funny
She dont speak fluent english but she is friendly
She don't like to study but she always work hard
She is lonely but she like to live alone
She need someone caring but she pretend to be cool all the time
She is confident but she lost sometimes
She is not expert in shooting but she love to shot very much
She don't need much friends but she trust her best friends and she know who they are
She always feel stress most of the time but she'll try her best
She always run out of $ but she is still Alive on the earth
She don't really well in express herself in daily life but she express herself better online
AND she is online now...

Who ler???
She like people to call her: Ah Zanne...P

细水长流

"如果还爱着对方，可是又不能在一起"

这一句话难免会让一个伤心的人更加伤心，感情为什么总是那么的复杂与矛盾？感情难道是一种负担和压力，还是生活里的鼓励和支持？

有些感情久了就回乏味，就好象香口糖，开始本来很甜，很有味道。久而久之，味道也开始变质了，到最后什么味道也没有。要把它驱除，可是它又好象浆糊，粘在手中，令人讨厌。

有些感情本来很没有火花，后来慢慢的进展，就如酿酒，开始没有味道，只是很普通的东西。时间过了，味道也慢慢的变化。到最后，味道十足，越喝越好喝，简直就是上瘾了。可是酒是要慢慢的欣赏，不可以心急而一口就喝完了。

相信没有人会选择香口糖的感情吧，可是人生有时侯就是那么无情冷酷，能不能够接受就要看知己的耐力和斗志。

熟悉的陌生人, 希望你过得比我好...

humour~

This is humour sentences i found outside of my lecturer door, it's funny but it's true! People need to work SMART in order to get promoted from the superior, it's so true!!! I am still learning how to work and study SMART haha~

Dear boss:

People who do lots of work...
make lots of mistakes

People who do less work...
make less mistake

People who do not work...
make no mistake

People who make no mistakes...
get promoted

That's why I spend most of my time sending emails and playing games at work.
I need a promotion.

A boy love a girl...

This is forwarded message from my friend, Hui Qi. Its touched my heart, thanks huiqi for sharing the nice story~

A girl talking to her BF by the roadside:
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No...
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really...
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: Nope
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: Hell No...
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: Of coz no...
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No...
Girl: What would you choose: your life...or me?
Boy: I choose My Life
The girl runs away with such shock and pain in her heart but the boy run after her and shouted loudly....
"The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind...
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you...
The reason I don't want you is because I need you...
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left me...
The reason wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you...
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you...
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life..."

李圣杰－你那么爱他

This guy hv lots of love songs which is always good to turn to, the song touch people heart esp for those who fail in love i guess, maybe listen to those song is one of the ways to recover from painful ,i don't know but maybe it's true...Some people used to do in this way...

"You love him so much but why don't you keep him by your side,
why you let him go,
why don't you speak out the words in your heart..."

It's right but is that love is so easy to keep by doing this? We might easy to fall for someone but it always take time to forget about him/her, if yes i can totally forget you in a minutes i ain't truely fall for you...I guess i'll never understand love or i ain't belong to love???...=D

I still remember what bro Teng shared with us last time, he said that we will only appreciate what love is and know the meaning of love when we are alone, bro teng seems complicated in dealing his relationship will all the girls but bro you're right, sometimes you got the point!

Sometimes it is good to be alone, and honestly i respect those who live alone without struggling themselves into complicated relationship, they still can live up their days and know how to love themself. For those who are alone, it doesn't means that they are lonely, simply because those people know that they must know how to love themselves before they learn how to love others in the world...Much respect to them!!!=D

Love is just like a flame, HOT but easy to get hurt!!!

李圣杰_-_最近