The Wanderers Concert Night=Awesome Night

Went off to The Wanderers Concert which is organized by USM Wanderer society, nice i said ya! All the singers are Rockzzzz ya haha, i really enjoyed the night so much~ And ya most of the commitee thought i am reporter and just let me walked in when first the VIPs arrived there, as most of my friends said i looks like a reporter with my Prosumer camera FZ-5 along with me! Oh hehehee lot of FuNssss i must said!!!

(front)Chloe, Irene in red and her sis Avy, and Konichiwa we have 2 Japanese friends, Hiroshi and Asa

Me(looks like reporter with the Prosumer cam plus glass eh ha), Irene, Avy, Hiroshi and Asa

Guitar band, a gang of talented guys from USM Yeah~

Hip-hop Rap King for the night

He's Rockzzz

He's Cute kaka~shoot lot of his pics during the night, he's eye catching!!!

They sang their dreams on the stage, i wish i could too...=D

She's Rockzzz, awesome!

More singers pics~

MC for the night, they are funny yet brought so much fun to audience
You guys're just Awesome!!!

Thanks and see you guys next year! We'll sing our dreams again in our next concert!!!
Oh yeah i can't wait til next year ha~

我的漫游之说

好久没打中文了， 因为想要籍此提高我的英文水平(虽然本人的英文还是有点烂)
很多人都说我不像读过中国文学的人，
因为我看起来没有文化细胞
想一想也对啦
身边朋友都说我长得搞笑成份居多

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最近在看一本书<两个马来西亚人行地平线>
书中作者就是背起行囊走天下
用最便宜的方法几乎走遍世界
他们实在太CoOL了

书中有提到“有了第一次出走就有第二次第三次”
“没有所谓的理想与现实之间拉锯，
那是一辈子背望着理想而感怀身世的人提出来的妥协论”
喜欢作者的言论，
不知不觉又陶醉于我的梦想之中
是的，如果有机会的话
我也要背起行囊
漫游地平线
走累了， 就停下来
歇息在岸边， 刁起一根烟
笑看红尘

天地何其大

等到有一天

没有了生活的负担

我就会背起行囊

把满满的梦想塞满在沉重的背囊

一步一脚印

把全世界走遍

我知道

我会等到那一天的到来

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开始了第一学期的校园生活

看着熟悉的校园

陌生的脸孔

踩着孤单的脚步

上下课

累了

就待在冷冰冰的电脑室

不知道是不是没有了同学期朋友的陪伴

少了八卦的日子

多了思考的时间

还是我想太多了

开始为将来烦恼

复杂的脑袋

彷惶的脚步

这就是生活

生老病死

做人真的就这样了一生吗

我想

我必须承认

人生如戏

鱼说：你看不见我流下的泪，因为我在水中
水说：我看见你的泪， 因为你在我心中

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。。。
不要轻易说爱，
许下的承诺就是欠下的债。。。

老鼠对猫说我爱你，
猫说你走开，
老鼠流泪走开，
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪。。。

其实有一种爱情叫做放弃。。。
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险。。。
女人善变的是脸，
男人善变的是心。。。

在爱情的世界里，
没有谁对不起谁，
只有谁不懂珍惜谁。。。

遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开。。。
要记得捉紧爱情，
而不是捉伤彼此的感情。。。
不要忘了真爱难寻。。。

Best friends will always in my heart@_@

As ya chatting with my big breast friend, Gail and suddenly missing the good ole times in Canada again, anyway the fact in i am step in Malaysia now, i have to continue for what i have choosed to be, i have no regret as i have met you guys in Canada...=D~

A words for my best friends ya who worth me to keep in my heart forever~

Gail: She used to be my big breast pretty friend(she always mentioned that) haha, and ya she is the one who teached me a lot about life and so on, be there for me to see me cry when i am feeling down, although we are far miles away from each other but YEAH the good ole times will always in my heart no matter how, because You're are my worth friend for forever!!!

Yeah i am waiting here ya, come to Malaysia "eat me live me" with GiGi ok, and don't forget you owe me 100 riceballs ok, i'll get it from you when i visit to Taiwan again!!!

Bernice: She always there listen to me and borrow her shoulder whenever i need it, and ya she is a great friend to have and to share everything, i won't forget your helps ya while during my stay in Canada. This girl has a open heart and she is kind enough to her friends, i like to be your friend forever!!! I miss you smile a lot~

Phoebe: This little girl had fight with me once But luckily we became "sampat" friend again. She looks cute and ya you will agree with me if you have chance to meet her. We cried together when ya spoiled our relationship with someone, and ya for that we keep encouraging each other and once smoked together, crazy time we had in Canada. So whatzz, we're doing well now, and ya love as always!!!will support ya no matter what happens to you coz you're my great pal!!!

I love you guys so much and ya, looking forward to meet you guys again, i'll keep the good ole times we had in Canada in my heart forever, thanks for being my lovely friends~

Story from a husband

My friend HuiQi sent me an article, thought it would be great to share it on my blog, the article talked about Story from A husband, nice to read! I love the story very much~

Story from a husband
To my married and unmarried friends:
This is a very touching story, please read it slowly, I've
read it more than twice....

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stopped in front of
our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her
out of the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water:
we had a kid; I went into
business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing,
the affection between us
seemed to ebb.
She was a civil servant.
Every morning we left home together
and got home almost at
the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm
life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony.
Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed
in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls'
eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we were just married,
my wife said,
Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.
I knew I had
betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some
furniture, O.K.?
I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was
unhappy, because
I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment,
the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it
used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about
it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be
deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy
preparing dinner.
I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the
computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my
entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we
divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few
seconds without a word. Apparently
she believed that divorce was something too far away from
her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was
serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.
Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic
eye and tried to hide something
while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She
gently smiled
at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then
we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any
more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got
something to
tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I
observed the hurt
in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let
her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the
serious topic
calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked
me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This
so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I
knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our
marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer,
because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement
which stated that
she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my
company. She glanced
at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my
heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would
become a stranger one day. But
I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I
had expected to
see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea
of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to
be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my
clients. I saw her
writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I
woke up, I found
she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s
time before divorce, and in the
month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her
reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation
a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage
was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me,
He Ning, do you
still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding
day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful
memories to me. I nodded
and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she
continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me
out in your arms on the day when
we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must
carry me out from
the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days
and wished to
end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed
loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she
does, she has to face the
result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or
less made me feel
uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce
intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each
other as a stranger. So when I
carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped
behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words
brought me a sense
of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the
door, I walked
over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and
said softly,
Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded,
feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She
went to wait for a bus, I drove
to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She
leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman
carefully for a long
time. I found she was not young any more. There were some
fine wrinkles on
her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is
being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel
that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my
sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became
vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something,
such as, where
she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking
, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I
didn't tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday
workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not
difficult to carry you now. She was
picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She
tried quite a few
but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized
that it was because she was
thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I
was stronger. I
knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again,
I felt a sense
of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her
head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum
out. He said. To
him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an
essential part
of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged
him tightly. I
turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind
at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking
from the
bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand
surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body
tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly
move a step. Our
son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will
hold me in your
arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice
that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I
was afraid any
delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the
door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm
serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead.
You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't
divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she
and I didn't value the details of life, not because we
didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since
I carried her
into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to
hold her until
I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and
then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked
downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a
bouquet for my wife
which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write
on the card. I
smiled and wrote,
I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

Langkawi~

I Love Taiwan's Foodsssss

I love Taiwan's foods so much, as they seems to be fresh and new to me. I had visit Taiwan twice even have chance to eat more Taiwan's foods, there will be only a word to describe the foods: AWESOME!!! Below are some of foods pics i took while visit to LiuHo(one of Taiwan's famous night market at Kaoshiung). Those lovely foods pics will explain everything, you will get to know how nice the foods is. Oh god i have lost in the foods again...it always good to looking back at those pics, miss the good ole times very much=P

The price i have to pay for extending my semesters

As some of my friends they might know that i need to extend my semeters as i went off to Canada for student exchange programme..

Well somehow i thought i am CoOL enough to handle it, But to be honest i felt so lonely without my classmates accompany esp Pei Sze(she used to be my manager) and Bee Yean (a funny and "sampat"girl to hang out with and enjoy the class together), nah now i have to attend all the classes alone, look at the crowded campus But i feel so lonely, how lonely it is have to attend classes alone, i feel so wrong man!!!

Ya i totally understand my newly met friend, Jen's feeling (she just came back from Finland), both of us used to be the same but she have only a semester to go, me even more worst as there are 2 bloody hell boring semesters waiting for me, save me god! My mum is right as she was worried about me once how could i attend all the classes alone, there most be so bored! Mum i found you are so right now!

I have choosed the way i want to be, even till now i never regret, of course i do feel bored but what to do, this is life man, full of ups and downs, of course full of bored and lonely steps sometimes~

Lonely, i am so lonely...

PENANG TRIP WITH ALL INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS~

Went off for Penang one day trip with all international students, enjoyed getting along with them pretty much. Some of them are from Finland, Australia, China, Brunei and of course Canada. There are 2 students from UofLethbridge where i did my exchange program last time.

Here are some of shots for the day, wow so good you know what, there are so many beautiful scenary in Penang that i don't even get to know without joining this trip, and of course its a good opportunity for me to do some shooting haha~AWESOME!!!

Arrived at Kek Lok Si Temple,
teacher Kim and Rush from Brunei were in the pic~

I like this shot~

Again Kim and Rush in the pic, so lovely!

A shot of temple

Another one from different perspective!

Hey turtle why you looks so lonely?
Lonely i am so lonely, let's me sing a song for you ah ha!

Some snap shots for the day~

Teacher Kim treat them with local fruit,
while the guy from Holland posting for me to shot, nice!

See, how much they enjoyed my pineapple tart!

After finished visit to Kek Lok Si, we went off for lunch hour.
Penang famous prawn noodle-my lunch for the day , awesome!!!

Of course cendol as well, RM1.20 damn cheap!
Tasty man...=D

Me and Kim for the day!
She is a nice person, very friendly yet easy going!
I enjoyed to hang out with her all day long!
Oh ya she just came back from Canada too!

Our next location for the day-Penang Hill
Group photo session before goin to cable car, lovely ain't it?~

Jen, me and Don from Canada acting silly for the day~

Oh Yeah! my reflection on Don's sun glass,
while Kim looking at me making the shot~
Oh ya Don has a CoOL hair style haha~

Everyone waiting in front of Penang Hill before time up to enter inside cable car

Jen and Don
See, Don enjoying the foods pretty much!

A shot of Penang bridge from uphill

Finally we have Komtar, Penang typical attraction!

This is Penang, a place where i have lived in for almost 3 years!

Coconut trees, i just shot whatever i think is good haha~

Another view of Penang, so lovely!

The blue sky
We had a good weather for the day

Sami tried to act like the signal, a funny guy from Finland!
Nice to meet you!

Creative photo artwork, it costs RM10 per picture

Me, Kim, Jen and Sami
We had a great time all day long~

Saw this new series of BMW at downstairs of my place, god damn nice!

Some snapshots of the car!

Till then Cheers!
Hope you guys enjoy your stay in Malaysia!

Taiwan~

Just finished chat with my buddy, bernen through Skype and we do talk about Taiwan, both of them have been there for quite a long times before back in Malaysia, and suddenly i am thinking of Taiwan so much for no reasons. Taiwan are so good even compared to Malaysia, it is only a small country but i guess the technology and facilities are even better than ours! Haha yeah this is Taiwan! I miss Taiwan esp my best friend, Gail, a Taiwanese girl whom i met in Canada! Great to have her as my pal! She is very friendly yet easy going! One of the reasons i like about Taiwan! Sometimes we might like about a place because of people over there or even certain sweet memories in the place!!!i found it's so true!

Great that i even have chance to visit Taiwan twice, well i will only describe Taiwan as below:

Country: very small But huge population
Transportation: Every Taiwanese's house sure they do have a scooters(at least everyone will have one) as there are too inconvenience to drive a car in Taiwan, you can't even find a parking lot. When i travel there, i went around by train and i felt the train timetable is too complicated yet difficult to understand, as Taiwan is separated to too many small places!
Politic: Also Complicated! My Taiwanese friend Gail did told me once that their current president don't even know how to speak English! Oh gosh...i was thinking how he can became a president with poor languages skills!
Traffic: Their traffic gave me a very bad impression as we almost involve in an accident when my Taiwanese friend, Gail was drived me from Taipei on the way back to Taoyuan. Terrible!!!People drive in their own ways without taking care of other's safety, dare to say the traffic even more worst than Malaysia~
Food: Just awesome! i feel hungry everytime talk about Taiwan lovely foods haha~I hope only that i have ten stomachs so that i can eat all the delicious foods over there haha~
People: Quite friendly, esp uncle aunty are willing to provide you with helping hands, they are kind enough to show you the right direction when you get lost. I don't know but my best friend, a Taiwanese told me once that Taiwan is quite full of dangerous, hrm or i guess i am so lucky that i met only the good one during my stay in Taiwan???haha~
Fashion: Teenager they all wear in very Japanese's style, also with punk hair which make me felt that i am so out of the world newest trend haha~Who's care?I am traditional yet simple one who likes to wear in simple style~I am kinda of person who always miss the good ole times, and ya i likes to wear in simple which makes me feel so comfortaable~
Technology: There will be only a word to describe their technology: ADVANCE!!!haha esp the electronic products and computer accesories, damn cheap. I even got a Panasonic DMC FZ5 cam for RM 1000plus 1 GB memory card, tripod and so on. Damn cheap ya i dare to say~Taiwanese also very creative in designing those items, as i saw a big breast mouse pad which makes me wanna laugh til death~

Even til now i still miss Taiwan so much! For sure i will visit there again if have chance~
Til then Cheers! Will try to upload Taiwan's trip pics whenever i am free!

Taiwan, such a lovely place~

me@Baskin31Robbins (1st working day)

Well started my 1st training at Baskin31Robbins today, damn tired! Anyway at least i am glad that i have a part-time job now, at least i can cover my own expenses and it might helps a bit in decreasing my parent's burden!!!

1st day of training, i learned how to scoop ice cream and serve customer, i guess i will never know working as Baskin31Robbins waitress is such a big knowledge, why i am saying this way? Haha first you got to learn how to scoop the ice cream in the right serving size, there are two different size, junior cup must be equal to 70 gram while regular cup should be serve in 110gram. And also i learned how to make a cream as a topping for the ice cream. Dare to say, my hands was so pain after 1st day of working. You know what, i will never know some of ice creams can be so extremely hard to scoop, i got to use more power to scoop it. Wow what the hell ya man haha~

One thing glad about is my collegues, Din and Bryan, also our assistant manager, Kak Su are quite friendly yet easy going, at least i believe i will enjoy working with them. Maybe i will work here until next year, luckily they makes my days. They are willing to teach and share with me. haha oh ya all of them are USM students also, waiting for their upcoming convocation on this coming August.

What else i can talk about? I only know that i will be more busier after this as my first class will be started on tomorrow while i need to work at the same time, don't even have time to do my own stuff, a word to decribe my life: TIRED!!! Well anyway money go first, it will be a tired life for the whole semester especially when the whole bunch of stupid assignments bump into me haha~

Hey yo gal, better take a bath and go for bed, tomorrow will be another busy day! Your body keep complaining they are god damn tired, their machine almost getting jam! Crazy working person in the crazy world!!! She wish only she could as tough as robot. Where is the brightness smile on your face? Hey did you hear me?@_@

Peace out!!!

Tears of Love...So beautiful!

No more tears, my little one
It's going to be ok
I promise you the ray of sun
the healing light of day

There'll always be tomorrow
Another rising sun
Where there is no sorrow
New hope there has begun

I love you, my precious girl
There's nothing i won't do
To make the world of yours to twirl
With happiness you once knew

Everything in you, I adore
the sweetest lover of mine
I promise to love you forevermore
With you I'll always have sunshine

Another happy reason for the day~

Yeah finally today i got my salary after working like a hell for the whole month, another reason to cheers me up haha, i always feel so weak without money on my hands, was wondering if i can't afford to pay my life without those money, but to be honest i feel so tired of the working life, work from morning til night plus work extra time to earn more money, my mind and my body are so freaking tired man! Anyway, i gonna save all those money into my account tomorrow, if yes i have more money i have so much things to buy, its not that i don't like to shopping but argh, dare to say that i need to save it for more useful purpose. Haha, i guess i will shopping like a hell when i have more money in the future. Who's say i don't like to shooping haha~As i spent so much $$$ while during my stay in Canada, now i need to work hard for it, i have no regret because i did the right choice...Work hard when we are still young and enjoy life later, this is my choice of my life~

Till then cheers!
Money, Go Go Go!!!

Do Dreams Lie? Sigh...

Somehow i thought i am doing good enough
trying hard to fight for life
but desires of life is always unlimited
starting feel frustrated about my future
was wondering what's going next
everyday walks the same path
do the same job
listen to the same song
what's wrong with life
what the hell
is that what to be continue for the rest of my life
No
I have my own ambition
I want to decide my own life
Can i?
Asking myself but always get no answer

Yes i understand life is full of ups and downs
life is so unpredictable
but till when the day will coming
I am still waiting here
let's me release my tension
let's me get lost in my wanderer land
or even get lost in this mad world
Oh my godness
tell me
do dreams lie???
till when dreams do comes true???
the feeling of fears
tears for fears
will never end
in this cruel world...