Tuesday, October 03, 2006
李圣杰-你那么爱他
"You love him so much but why don't you keep him by your side,
why you let him go,
why don't you speak out the words in your heart..."
It's right but is that love is so easy to keep by doing this? We might easy to fall for someone but it always take time to forget about him/her, if yes i can totally forget you in a minutes i ain't truely fall for you...I guess i'll never understand love or i ain't belong to love???...=D
I still remember what bro Teng shared with us last time, he said that we will only appreciate what love is and know the meaning of love when we are alone, bro teng seems complicated in dealing his relationship will all the girls but bro you're right, sometimes you got the point!
Sometimes it is good to be alone, and honestly i respect those who live alone without struggling themselves into complicated relationship, they still can live up their days and know how to love themself. For those who are alone, it doesn't means that they are lonely, simply because those people know that they must know how to love themselves before they learn how to love others in the world...Much respect to them!!!=D
Love is just like a flame, HOT but easy to get hurt!!!
Monday, September 25, 2006
Looking back...=D
Vancity Beauty View
Steam Clock at Gastown, Vancouver British Columbia
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Little stories make up my days!

A Doorlock Story
The story started when I found my door can't really lock properly when i checked it yesterday, i am so careless that i didn't realized it before, Yeah this is Suzanne-Not to deny she used to be careless all the time. I called my landlord and she felt weird as the doorlock just fixed by my Indian housemate's bf, how come ler?
Well i decided to call a carpenter to come and fix it for safety reason. The auncle is pretty much helpful, he helped me to fix it and do tell me honestly that the old doorlock is in poor quality and they didn't fixed it properly before, thats why it broken now. He knew i need to share the costs of doorlock's repair with landlord so he only charged me the doorlock's $, much appreciate and much thanks to him!
Before that i was a bit angry about my housemate as they probably hv keep my doorkey as well, and they don't have credibility in certain things in which i found it's so true after i live with them for almost 2 months. But i always keep on open-minded as i know there is no use to care about it, the only thing is i scare they has my doorkey and enter my room when i was not around. Anyway i managed to fix a new doorlock and thanks to carpenter auncle who willing to tell me the truth after i keep asking and annoying him for couple times...
I tried to treat him RM1 for a cup of coffee as i really don't hv much to give him, he rejected it and asked me to keep it. I guess one of the reasons he rejected the Rm1offer is because of he saw i am wearing Baskin31Robbin's T-shirt and he praised me for my hardwork.
What i am trying to say here is, sometimes things are so contrast.
"My poor housemate who fixed a poor doorlock for me VS. A kind carpenter who charged me for lower repair fee and rejected my RM 1 offer"
After all it's all about the way you think, thats all about life!
If you see it as bad, the it's hell,
If you see it as good, then's its heaven,
Heaven isn't just about happiness, but together with sorrows, make up a beautiful life!"
You got the point of views my friend, Happiness and Sorrows together make up the beautiful life!
All the obstacles, challenges in our life is great, sorrows do so coz it's make up the life.
Well said !!!I ain the formula for our life should be as below:
"Saucy(a nickname given by my Canadian's roomate) I Miss You" haha oh Yeah thats was Jess bumped into me through MSN, it was so long no one call me Saucy since i been back in Malaysia, except Jess, a Canadian who live with me for a great sem. Til now i still remember the first time we met each other is in such a funny situation, she was so blurrr as she is sleeping on that time.
Jess told me she don't go out and get drunk as often which is really good for her. Sometimes people often get drunk is because they want to run away from problems, which it makes sense to me. But i guess after all you still need to deal with it. Thanks god she is better now...
She used to be great one, as we used to be the same, study and catch up things at last minutes, and "Xiao Xiao" all the time haha...and i know how sad she is when she spoiled her relationship with someone she really love in...She do teach me Penis haha to improve my English, i'll always remember that...She is a friendly Canadian roomate i had during my stay in Canada.
I sincerely hope she will have a great future, she is studying nursing. Oh my god you can't believe a Rockz girl like Jess is a potential nurse haha, i am sure she will be the Rocks ever nurse in Canada haha~
It's always my great ever dream to backpack around the world. For me i always believe that walk mile away is better than study tons of stupid textbooks in order to open up your mind, i'll keep on adventure in my whole life, "See the things you do as Adventure and It's will become one", sure i will become one!!!
Honestly i don'hv $ to go for far further place to explore the world, so i decided to go oversea (nearest place and still counted as foreign countries: Yeah thats is Thailand and Singapore). The only probs to go on backpack, is to get permission from my dad and of course


Thailand & Singapore, I am coming!!!

But when i was thinking back ya, oh my godness i guess i met all those "Xiao Xiao" people during my stay in Canada and became best friend with them, first of all i met with "Xiao Xiao" photographer and song writer, then i met with Teng Sai,sampat girls, Phoebe Au and Bernen(also well-known as Yue Ping Nen haha), continued by Gail, another "XiaoXiao" Taiwanese, plus my Canadian roomate, Jess also one of those "XiaoXiao" gang and thats why we can live together and "Xiao" together, "Xiao"Peter from Sarawak who travelled to Vancouver with me and interpreted Gas Town in Vancouver as "Guess Town"haha. Walau eh! How come i have such a Good Luck to meet with all those "Xiao Xiao" people in a short time and became best friend with them???
I think i got the answer: Erm...I am also "XiaoXiao" all the times and i guess i am also one of them who belong to "XiaoXiao"group!!!...=D
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Goodbye,"Crocodile Hunter"!


Goodbye to you, our best ever "Crocodile Hunter"!
More respects to him...
Sidestory of the day: Never thought a man like him will death at 44, at least i always believe for those people who has desire and courage to fight for their life will live til the end, but i guess life is so unpredictable sometimes, we will never know what going to happen tomorrow, so live till the fullest in every single days of our life is what we can do. Life is so short! I know at least start from now i wanna do whatever i feel right to do, feel free to create our own life.
Live life CoOL! Let's pray for life.
JAY CHOU IS BACK!!!
千里之外 (A Thousand Mile Away)
曲:周杰倫
Qu : Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou
詞:方文山
Ci: Fang Wen Shan
Lyrics: Vincent Fang
屋簷如懸崖 風鈴如滄海 我等燕歸來
The house roof is like a cliff, the wind chime sounds like the ocean, and I'm waiting for the swallow to return.
時間被安排 演一場意外 你悄然走開
The time was scheduled, (to) act out the accident, (of) you leaving silently.
故事在城外 濃霧散不開 看不清對白
The story occurred outside the city, (where) the thick fogs couldn't be cleard, (I) couldn’t see the dialogue clearly.
你聽不出來 風聲不存在 是我在感慨
You couldn't hear, (that) the sound of the wind didn't exist, It was me sighing over with emotion.
夢醒來 是誰在窗臺 把結局打開
Awakened from the dream, who stood by the window, (and) revealed the ending?
那薄如蟬翼的未來 經不起誰來拆
That as thin as cicada wing's future, (just) can’t withstand being torn by someone.
(Chorus)
我送你離開 千里之外 你無聲黑白
I send you away, a thousand mile away, you were silent and black and white. (*like old film)
沈默年代 或許不該 太遙遠的相愛
Silent age, perhaps shouldn't, (had) a long distance love.
我送你離開 天涯之外 你是否還在
I send you away, beyond the horizon. Are you still there?
琴聲何來 生死難猜 用一生去等待
Where is the sound of guqin (*Chinese zither) coming from? It’s hard to predict life and death. (I'll) use (my) whole life to wait.
(Rap)
聞淚聲入林 尋梨花白 只得一行 青苔
Listening to the sound of tears (I) enter the forest, searching for the white pear flower, (but) only get a group of moss.
天在山之外 雨落花台 我兩鬢斑白
The sky is beyond the mountain, the rain falls on raised flower bed, my both beard and mustache has whiten.
聞淚聲入林 尋梨花白 只得一行 青苔
Listening to the sound of tears (I) enter the forest, searching for the white pear flower, (but) only get a group of moss.
天在山之外 雨落花台 我等你來
The sky is beyond the mountain, the rain falls on the raised flower bed, I await you to come.
一身琉璃白 透明著塵埃 你無瑕的愛
(You) Wearing coloured glaze (*clear) white, the transparency shows the dust, your flawless love.
你從雨中來 詩化了悲哀 我淋濕現在
You come from the rain, makes poetic of sorrow, I'm soaked now.
芙蓉水面采 船行影猶在 你卻不回來
Colourful cotton roses on the water, the boat sails as if (your) shadow was there, yet you won't return.
被歲月覆蓋 你說的花開 過去成空白
Covered by time, you said about the blossom of flowers, (but) the pass has become empty.
夢醒來 是誰在窗臺 把結局打開
Awakened from the dream, who stood by the window, (and) revealed the ending?
那薄如蟬翼的未來 經不起誰來拆
That as thin as cicada wing's future, (just) can’t withstand being torn by someone.
(Chorus)
我送你離開 千里之外 你無聲黑白
I send you away, a thousand mile away, you were silent and black and white. (*like old film)
沈默年代 或許不該 太遙遠的相愛
Silent age, perhaps shouldn't, (had) a long distance love.
我送你離開 天涯之外 你是否還在
I send you away, beyond the horizon. Are you still there?
琴聲何來 生死難猜 用一生去等待
Where is the sound of guqin (*Chinese zither) coming from? It’s hard to predict life and death. (I'll) use (my) whole life to wait.
Monday, September 18, 2006
I like you (stupid cartoons singing=D)
Check out stupid cartoons singing"I Like You" at http://geocities.com/testiflash
Have fun!!!...=D
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Don't Cry Me Angel


No more tears start from now
If yes there will only be tears of happiness
I know you will never surrender to life
You're only try to run out of those nonsense
Trying to be the happiest one on earth
Learn how to pamper yourself
Don't expect too much
High expectations lead to suffer yet unhapiness
Sometimes it would be better to leave it unanswer ain't it
Tears is limited
Life is do so
Live live cool with limited expectations
You'll found the happiness
deep down in your heart
Keep yourself alone if you feel to do so
Keep the precious things in heart
Left behind those surface and hypocrite things
You''ll found the Angel of Tears is leaving you soon
Angel of Happiness is waiting out there
Look at the blue sky as you always do
Cheer up for life
Life is easy if you make it easy
You'll belong to happy life after all...
Keep smile
Keep value
Keep believe
Keep live life cool
You are who you are
You're awesome coz you are standing on your own land
As your favourite song sings
"I won't put my hands up and surrender"...=D
Saturday, September 16, 2006
LIfe is just Too Fast Too Furious!


Another thing is, i kinda sad when i stepped into hospital, saw a lot of patients sleep on bed and don't hv ability to do anything, some of them struggling with serious sick and fight for life, some of them hv nothing to say about life, they only know that it's time up to go for heaven, another journey in life!
One of my best friends told me she do got a sick,for me its quite serious sick, i don't know what to say but thanks lot, i knew you told me all this things is because you want me to cherish myself and treat myself better, i promised ya i will...thanks for everything, esp memories filled with tears and laughter, as you said all this will never forgotten no matter where we are...
Part 2_On the way to hospital, i sat in the bus, observe things slowly that i don't even hv time to look at it before, observe all good and bad things quitely without a words. At this moment i don't care about the world, it might be so right that the world don't even care about a person like me, the word still running no matter how...
Penang, a crowded city which is full of materialistic, rob case, and those surface things and people, i jz hate it, i don;t like to stay longer in the same place, i swear i will leave it once i graduate next year, it's time to leave this crowded place!I ain't i am not belong to this crowded place!
Part 3_One Malay auncle came up to the bus, he is handicap, the bus assistant helped him to get into the bus, his face is full of anger. He complaint to a guy that his childrens don't even care about him, he is suffered yet sad, nowadays you childrens will only take care of you if you hv lots of properties, otherwise they will treat you like a shit! Auncle although i don't reeally know and care what happens tn you but i found you're so right, you got the point!Don't blame the God coz how our life looks like is a fate, what more can i say?
Part 4_ I tried to cool down myself, i definately know that i need to take a free breath, i am just too stressed out recently, couldn't help it! Tons of assignments, exams and works hits me! I really hv a complicated mindset! If ya i hv money sure i will run out of this nonsense, go to a place in where no ones know about me, relax and stay CoOL...
Everything is just too fast, everyday walk the same path and work til death to earn money, no one can survive without money, and no one cares even if you work til death.
Life is just like a drama, "Too Fast Too Furious!!!"=D
Sunday, September 10, 2006
送給我親愛的朋友(三個女仔一個TENG&大奶shan)
Some songs to share with you guys, i like the lyrics as we used to be the same too, hope everything going well to all of you no matter where we're, the spirit and the bond of friendship always there! You guys are awesome, thanks God for being my friends to share all the happiness and tears together, i will always love my lovely friends...=D (those words with red color highlight is what i wanna tell you guys, got it?=D) Gambateh for our life and so our dreams YEAH!!!
分享 - 伍思凱
時間已做了選擇 什麼人叫做朋友
偶而碰頭 心情卻能一點就通
因為我們曾有過 理想類似的生活
太多感受 絕非三言兩語能形容
可能有時我們顧慮太多
太多決定需要我們去選擇
擔心會犯錯 難免會受挫
幸好一路上有妳陪我
與妳分享的快樂 勝過獨自擁有
至今我仍深深感動 好友如同一扇窗
能讓視野不同
與妳分享的快樂 勝過獨自擁有
至今我仍深深感動 好友如同一扇門
讓世界〔變〕開闊
有夢有朋友 - 伍思凱/優客李林
夜將來臨 心靈黯淡時光
那一盞燈 〔會〕最早為你點亮
當黎明時分 回首長夜漫漫
那一顆星 堅持陪你一晚
在難免有風有雨人生長路上
因為你我會變得更堅強
夢想在左手 朋友是右手
未來才會變得有看頭
軟弱的時候 我不會低頭
多麼幸運和你一起走
明天的天空 因為有夢有朋友
心靈的翅膀才能飛得久
有夢有朋友 有汗有笑有淚滴
都會是一生溫暖的回憶
有夢有朋友 有笑有淚滴
將是我們溫暖的回憶
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Dear lovely ones~Gail and Phoebe
Both of you're going back to Canada soon,
time flies so fast,
me too back in Malaysia for almost half year,
but do miss the good ole times we had spent together~
Dear Phoebe,
i hope ya you have a great time back in Malaysia,
you're always my great ever partner in photo shooting,
and my great ever model of course,
Have fun with your new cam,
shoot more Canada's beauty to share with us ya!
Be tough ya no matter what happens!
We'll always there for you, my dear!
Dear Big Breast Gail,
I bet you must be so heavy heart to leave Taiwan,
but ya take it easy,
be tough as you always used to be,
hope you'll enjoy travel around Canada with GiGi,
time past very fast,
don't worry too much,
you'll finish your study soon and back to your lovely home,
Wish you have a wonderful love story with GiGi~
Take Care and Good Luck ya my lovely friends!
Friendship Forever!
Me and Bernice always here to give our best regards~
"Friendship across countries"
"True friends are worth me to keep in my heart forever, you guys even worth more"
Sorry for long absence~
Just came back from KL 2in1 trip ("sampat"gathering and shooting trip), will upload more pics here after this week exams, erm i hate exams...
More about KL's sampat gathering and shooting trip COMING SOON! Keep your eyes open!
Crazy! Crazy!

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3
No one cares, no one there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money is our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong